"Yes i made a mistake and i realized........but the trust on me in you was lost forever" ......
i am in my XI class......from the first day of my classes started i found nothing change in me........then you came into my life.....one day i was standing out of my house near gate......going out with my father....then i saw u passing in front of our house......u were starring at me......later the next day i saw u same at the same time...later ah week the same continues.....and i started seeing you...and then i attracted to u.....every day we use to see each other....one day u gave me signs to come out and talk to u......but i didn't....the next day u gave me your number through my friend....but i was scared to talk to u....later after ah week i called u....the first word i heard was "i love u".....i was numb i cut my phone and i told this to my friend she told me u really loves me then after that i told yes to u....
so from then we chatted to each other on mobile.....and talked to each other...my XI completed.......u told me that u love me many times but i am in ah confused state i told u yes.....in the mean while i saw and i came to know what love is and i realized that i just attracted to u....and i did not love u.....i told u the same thing ....but u didn't agree and u blamed me for all that happened in b/w us.....so to avoid u from that i told u that "i am in love with some another"......that is the big mistake of mine which i did.....u thought it was real and u left me.....here there ends our story..........
i completed my XII and entered to engineering......i completed my first year successfully...and enjoying my semester holidays...then there is ah blast in my life....after every thing had got an end....my story was reopened in front of my parents......i use to share every thing with my mom but i hided this story from her...this is another mistake.....my mobile number was traced and the messages were seen by my aunt and she came to my father and told every thing......my father and mom got hurt....they believed in me that i will never hide any thing from them and i will never do any mistakes but i broke their trust now.....i said sorry and i told whole thing what had actually happened.....but i they didn't believe me......now i am in my final year engineering....every day i cry for making this mistake in my life....and i came to know....trust once broken will be broken.....i want to tell only one thing mumma i love u so much .....i didn't do any mistake...mumma....i only want u to forgive me mumma plzzz mumma...........but i know u will never forgive me for this......mumma......
i will never hurt u again mumma............i am really sorry.............
till now i had't share this to any one.....and every day i am crying still......for this...
PLEASE MUMMA FORGIVE ME......