so it goes like this ... my name is mei jules third year highschool , as i see myself i'm very shy always looking down at my feet never dare to look up i don't really care what they say about me i don't have much freinds i always find it hard when i try to talk it just comes out wrong, weired and akwared so i just forget it keep my mouth shut like who needs to talk right ??....i had only one best friend and she complains why i don't really talk nagging me to get a boyfriend alredy she had hers all lovey dovey with him so i get jelous i don't know? .she had a long ligh brown hair with a fair skin and small brown eyes she was beatifull her man had black hair an fair skin and he was tall i don't know much of his face i woudn't dare to look up i didn't like school that much i didn't suck at it at least ..but there are times when i love to raise my head and look up to see the sky at night using my telescope i got from dad as a birthday present since i was in elementry , i loved to be alone i loved to gaze upon the sky it was soothing and so calming ,the way it's all black and glitters with sparkling stares i get lucky if i see a shooting star and i always make a wish ..."i wish for all my pain to disapear and for a loving hand to come near " since my mom left this world two years ago i was in so much shock i din't wanna beleive it but time heals all wounds right ... except this kind .i got even more shy than i used to be ,but it didn't matter nothing did after that except my one loving father ..although he got married after mom and i have baby sis now she is a cute one i love her i don't have anything against her she is an inoccent spirit .. my step mom wasn't a bad prson like all they say about them in those fairy tale .. or so i thought, but the story isn't about that ... it's about how i was able to break free from my isolation and look up at that one persons eyes ...
