My Fault,I Think

I just lost him,
Maybe for forever
Or for just somedays
In quest of searching myself
Now,no one to rely on
He was the only one I've got
My fault,I think
I barely talked to him these days
The string is already broken
No efforts from either side

My fault,I think
Wasn't ready to share my worries,
My guilt as yet.
And here I lost it completely
Thinking that no one will get it,
No one.
Maybe I was wrong,
Maybe right
I don't know it yet.

But I found my home
Between sheets of paper
Found warmth
In smell of it.
My fault,I think
I lost him
My only friend.