My fIrsT CRUSH .......
Crush..... Until 21st June 2014., According to me CRUSH means forcibly shaping out any thing by compressing it..! But the very next day I realised the actual meaning of CRUSH..!! And then I realised one more funny thing that I had my #FirstCrush more than 5 years before that day..!!!
Date:- 9th July 2009 Time:-1:45PM
Myself filled with many feelings and emotions as that was my first day in the new school and moreover going to stay in hostel..!! With a confused mind and no expression on my face, I entered the classroom , in which English class was going on...! I slowly entered the classroom, head bending down, without facing anyone, feeling much more nervous as the class was silent. Took my seat in the 3rd bench, trying to follow the class and as well as to control the nervousness.
Somewhat feeling better as the time is going on and in the meanwhile everyone around me were trying to introduce themselves and expecting the same from me.
More than this nothing was so special and different on the 1st day and this repeated the next day too..!! #NothingMuchExciting..!!
Date:- 11th July 2009
Time:- 8:15AM
Expecting the same routine from the 3rd day came into class before no one's arrival and started thinking about the movie #KICK which I had seen a week ago.! Then after started humming a nice melody song of YuvanshankarRaja "Nee Yedalo Naku Chote Vadhu...." (From the movie Aawara).
After nearly 3mins of time , I raised my head to see the person who entered the room just then. For the first time , Iam damn excited to just see a person without diverting my look..!! Felt surprised of my self that the never before feeling that I had undergone at that moment..!! For the first time in my life I had started talking to myself....!!!! Wow! What a Feeling!! Just liked the pleasentness..!! The full day thinking just about the #Cuteness that I had seen in the morning..
Until that day I used to sit alone for some time and hum song like a mad singer but from then I started thinking about the #AwesomeGIRL....!!!!
I always tried to just look at her in all the 3interval periods without wasting a single minute. This process was going on for almost a month.
The next 3 months I was just busy adjusting my self in the campus, but I never missed watching her even a single day.!
Exactly after 3months there was an announcement in the school that on the occassion of Children's day there is gonna be one day trip to Ramoji Film City. There was a lot of excitement and curiosity among all of us and in less than a week November 14th had already come..!!
Felt some what thrilled for watching #RFC for the second time. In the meanwhile I noticed a spontenious singing competition there and the #BeautifulGirl too enjoying the songs..!! I went rushing to the spot and enrolled my name. There was 10 mins of time for my performance. Forgotten about my performance and started starring at her without even deciding my song...!!!!! The time has come and the most embarrassing moment is that I had decided the song just 3sec before my performance..!!! Started singing the song "Appudo Ippudo Eppudo" (Frm the movie Bommarillu). Morethan feeling tensed I felt more joyfull because I noticed that she was humming the song which I was singing...!!!!!!! #OMG....!!!!!!!!
Among 300 participants I recieved 3rd prize for my performance.
After recieving my prize and getting down the stage..... I just came across the #Girl and she said me Congrats.....!!!!!!!!!!! My Body was stable but my soul started dancing .......!!!!!!!!!!
Hurray..!!! She spoke to me for the first time...!!!!! #AwesomenessAtPeaks..!!!!
An year passed but the same process is repeating---- Just trying to look at her, trying to to be noticed by her, but not even daring to talk to her..!!
I can't forget the awesome moment that she spoke to me for the second time on September 5th 2010 in my 9th standard. She said "Your Skit was gud".. and the Third time she spoke to me was was on my BDay (July 23rd 2011) in my 10th standard and you may guess what she might have said.
And now the most awaiting moment for me... The last day of my school life , 9th April 2012. Me along with my 3 Friends went to one of the most boring Telugu movie #Racha in a theator near by.Even in the 3hour movie I was thinking about her. After completion of the movie I decided to propose her about the feeling I had on her.. And then , I started in a hurry to my school , but I noticed her outside of the theator.....
3 Feelings at a time Joyfullness, Hurry,Nervous..... But by overcoming these feelings I succeeded in expressing my #LOVE towards her..by using the most common 3 words which are used by the people to express their love<3.
I even did not wait for her response turned around without even seeing her face..
The ending of this Crush story may look damn silly for you, but the sweet memories of my 3 years of schooling is the most memorable part of my life...!!!!!!