The silence of the evening is embracing me....and my unconscious mind is teasing me by telling that my antecedence is not that cogent. I am just like a destitute. Now my room is just like an islet inside an edifice, i am feeling so bizarre by thinking that, my relation with my friends are becoming catastrophic day by day. Due to my weak antecedence i faced lots of challenges in my life, but never faced any lacking in me. My father gave me each and everything, wherever, whenever and whichever i wanted and never deprived me from anything. But, by standing in the middle of this complicated footpath, I can tell that, I am in a paradoxical mess, where both the success and failure of mine are complementary...Neither i cheated anyone in life, nor I want to, as because, according to me, its very easy to affront any person than giving him the proper respect.
Its very sad to think that, i am growing up in a wasted society where molestation is becoming very common...Once a lady gets raped, the very next day people asks, the lady was drunk,,??, the lady was wearing very short dresses?? I don't understand that if these two conditions gets fulfilled, then also nobody has any kind of right to touch any lady. The population is increasing, the human trafficking is increasing, and the avarice of the gamblers are also increasing day by day...I just don't want to live in this big bad place anymore.
I just want to reach the horizon where the sea and the sky gets mixed up, where there is no one competing for getting success.where there is nobody to affront, where I'll get the freedom completely...i want stay there throughout my life along with my guitar, because she is my only friend who never cheated me but always tried to give me the eternal strength and power to fight.
-Soumik.