Sometimes I feel,
I'm not your own,
It's been hard to heal,
I realized it's better being alone.
Love and trust,
all I've been after,
stop chasing I must,
Oh, I miss all that laughter.
A secret I've kept,
only one knows the cause,
for all I've wept,
I wonder when there'll be a pause.
Broken, rather brave,
madness and stale,
understand none, the opposite I crave,
Punished and blamed, all that ail.
Negative?
Coward?
I'm trying to live,
looking to be empowered.
Falling slowly,
grabbing hold,
dreaming of a valley,
and find someone so bold.
My life narrated,
intense emotions,
in my head, ever scented,
like in vials, potions.
Held on, so long,
I had to fall,
to know what was wrong,
and get back up, stand so tall.