A note for my readers- Its been a while that I wasn't able to write anything. I almost lost the will to feel anything at all ,but then it grasped over me again and here I am writing another piece of story. Give it a read and comment below because your comment means a lot.
Chapter one- The promise
Me: You know what, I just hate college.
Her: Why, did they bully you again? What happened , tell me
Me: Nothing , just the same. I almost went into a fight with Rishav in the laboratory for some silly reason, and went with Vaswan for a film which was good. The critics were too judgemental , but I liked it so fuck the rest. How was your day?
She smiled at my question and I felt sorry for my stupidity.
Me: I am so stupid!
I managed to laugh neglecting the serious atmosphere succumbing the two of us.
Her: Have you thought upon what we discussed yesterday.
Me: We can talk about it later.
Her: You never will.
Me: Okay , so get me as clearly as possible, I cant. And even if I can, I wont.
Her: But you cannot be dependent on me for the rest of your life, can you?
Me: Fuck life. Fuck everything. Nothing matters when its just you and me.
Her: But who am I? You know that. I was nothing, you have created me, I don't have any individual existence, do i?
Her tone was serious which frightened me to some extent.
Me: Are you?....... I couldn't say more. I needed some support for the moment.
Me: Are you tired of me?
Her: Are you obsessed with me? Her reply was unusually prompt.
Me: Thats not an answer to my question.
Her: Certain questions need not have an answer.
I was too tired to argue by then, so I left this upto her busying myself in closing the windows.
Me: It would rain tonight, the sky looks clumsy.
I felt a gentle touch of frozen hands on my shoulder which refused to arise any chilly sensation in me. By then, I was used to her cold hands, the long session of fake flirting, her ways of making me realise this won't continue for long - and me- never giving up on her. It was a everyday argument which I won but i knew whose victory would be final.
Her: I love you, and thats why I want you to learn to live for yourself. I want you to be strong, not like this- miserable, depressed and that can only happen if you let me go.
Me: I never held you back, if you want to , you can leave. I will be fine.
Her: But that cant erase me out of your head.
Me: What can I do, I have no power to change that.
I broke down-like always. It was useless to act in front of her who knew my nerves better than me.
Me: I am sorry, its like i had imprisoned you.
Her: Its not your fault, just a new game of destiny.
As she neared herself and placed her hands on mine I could clearly feel her breath.
Her: Dont think that I am a prisoner, if I was , I would have been happier than ever but you live in a real world, so you have to learn it. I know you can but for that you need to try, now promise me you will.
Me: okay, I promise. But will you stay with me for the night, I haven't slept for two days.
Her: Only if you agree not to take those sleeping pills.
Me: Okay.
She was smart, and had her own ways of convincing me to her will and wishes, but I loved her , so I didn't care about what I wanted. I knew she had a purpose in my life, and when thats over she will leave.
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Follow this link to move on to the next chapters.
http://www.launchora.com/story/my-imaginary-girlfriend-part-2
http://www.launchora.com/story/my-imaginary-girlfriend-part-3
https://www.launchora.com/story/my-imaginary-girlfriendpart-4
https://www.launchora.com/story/my-imaginary-girlfriend-part-5
https://www.launchora.com/story/my-imaginary-girlfriend-part-6