I was falling fast down a black bottomless bit.......and suddenly my body jerked awake from its nightmare and I found my face wet with tears that where rolling down my cheeks for no reason. This was again one of those nights I went to sleep after a huge verbal argument with my mother just another normal day for me.
I am sorry I must have forgotten my manners telling you about my troubles without introducing myself to you. Well I better make amends due to my rude behaviour I am Julia Peters an eighteen year old girl who has no proper social life other than tending to sick mothers wimps, needs and desires. Lets see about my looks well I am below average looking and that is all I am about to say about my appearance as I do not like the way I look. That is another point to add to my list of negative points which is endless. I am an adopted child and have been brought up by a single person who I love dearly but at times wish could take a leap into the nearest lake. My mom a great teacher who dedicated her entire life to teaching and helping anyone and everyone who is need of her aid but rarely there when I need or want her. And where has this landed her today in a utterly useless place as she is now without a job and due to this her health became poorer and never where her friends around to see how she was after the number of hospitalization and brain surgeries. As we two only have each other we rely on each other a lot and even though we have our ups and down everyday I really do not know what I would do without her. I do not care if my social life is going down the drain because I know that no even in this world can love the way my mother loves me and if I ignore her and let her health decay I know she will never blame but will say she loves me and it would be me living the rest of my life with the burden of knowing I was the reason for her demise.