As everybody does I had a awesome childhood life but when I entered to teenage some thing that changed my entire life,Now am gonna share my entire twenty three years of life with most important memories .Before that I am sorry because of my English but hope you guys can understand.when I was in tenth standard my parents sent me to a evening classes At first i completely hate that because usually i used to play with my friends but after a few days when am the on my way to home back .some one stopped me it was a girl..she said "I am sorry i didn't tease you,It was my friends will you be my friend ?? "..I cant express that feelings it has everything joy, fear still if i remember that man that was a awesome moment. I said OK lets be friends..Then we talked to each other usually about studies,family,funny stuffs ..but we never talked on mobile till now ..we usually talk when we r going back to home from evening classes .Her home was very close to class so we would talk 5-7 mins a day but that gave me some happiness that is the happiness that friendship gave me :).. Days went very fast we were at the end of tenth standard..its time for the farewell .. i don't know what am gonna say but we smiled each other and said take care idiot .My friend asked me to write a slam book so i did it ..she is my only friend in girls so when ever it ask about a girl I wrote her name ..Then everyone on their way .she went some where .i went to my native place to be with my grandparents.
At the vacation holiday I missed her very badly i can barely eat i don't know what happen but what i know is that i miss her very badly .I am eager to see her. Her birthday is on may 15 But i cant able to wish her because i don't know her number :( but i prayed for her good future. After the vacation ends we met again in evening classes then the things get normal again.I told my close friend that i miss her so badly they all started to Kidd and bully me that am in love but still i don't know what feel is that but i clearly understands that i need her friendship.But Now everything started to collapse My friend show her the slam book in one column it asked who is your dream girl ?? i wrote her name because i like her friendship.but it turn up against me,She din't talk with me for few days all those days am mad at my friend.but after few days there comes a shock ..she told me that " i like you da but this is not a correct age since we are 17 so i will say in future" i cant believe that she said that..i was too happy most happiest moment in my life ..god always make us happy before he makes us cry .then days went normally another vacation leave so again i missed her a lot .i told my friend that how much i miss her and told him all the details about her .I know her and i know everything since we know each other for two years her favorite color,Fruit,dress,bike,chocolate,subject,pen and so on.my friend asked me that are you in love with her ?? till now i liked her a lot and i don't wanna miss her ..yes i say him .yes i love her.
He told me i can help you and also she said i will say in future so she also loves u ..Introduce her to me i will talk and tell her how much he love her so she can understand your love.He is my best friend from childhood so i gave her his intro then he used to talk with her i will wait on the streets till he finish his talking and i will ask eagerly what she said ..did she asked about me ? he said don't worry.I was hoping that he can help me one day we went to hotel that hotel starts with the name of her first letter so i said in joy ...look at the first letter my lover name :)..then he said here after don't say like that because now we both are in love that sec that moment tears fall from eyes and i was in a anger of my life i don't know what to do even i can hit him he was my friend i punched on plate and went away that night fully i cried on sitting in a street..remembering every moment with her .i reached home by 3 am.after that my life becomes very bad i didn't go to evening classes i scored very well in 10 th exams but after all these i scored very less in 12th std .i have become a man who doesn't have a soul within me.then i put myself in some thing .
For my parents and their love i have decided to do some thing that can help them to settle them peacefully So i have joined engineering and studied Four years fighting myself in these years also i cant stopped myself walking in to her streets still i cant able to stop seeing her.now in few days am going to abroad for job and i cant come back for few years still i want to see her and say her everything happened in these few years but i don't know how am gonna do it ??
This is my life ...i dont know how am gonna end ? and how future is gonna drive me ? I found this on fb and thought i can share it ..:(...i wish no one has a life like me ...so to everyone come on fight hard till you suceed and dont forget everyone in your journey of life ...and also tell me how u think my life is gonna end ?..
Thank you for everyone ..:) Take Care ..