My name is Hassane Seghrouchni , I was born in morocco , Oujda the 17/02/1998 . I had a Normal life as I remember , a childhood full with play , laughter , craziness… I began school at the age of 5 I think and it was pretty good . 2010 was the first time I experienced the feeling of losing some you love , my uncle died from Lung Cancer the 25 September 2010 , it was really bad . A few days before his death my father has discovered that my uncle knew about his illness 1 or 2 years before we did , but he wanted to keep that for himself and not trouble us with his problem , but it wasn’t really his problem , it was ours to deal with . the day before he died , I went to the hospital to see him , he was in a pretty bad shape , he was really weak , and so pale ,I went to talk to him he really loved us me and my sister , that day he told me one thing that I will never forget , he said with his own words : “Don’t cry for me and take care of you sister and my daughter “ for me he was really , he was like a dad for me , he was the one who gave me my name .The next day morning when i woke up I saw my father and aunt in tears , i was raly shocked i couldn't even talk , as soon as we arrived at the hospital , i run up to my uncle's room then he was completly steady , he wasn't moving at all , i told everyone to stop to cry because they will wake him up , i refused the idea that he was gone . i didn't cry , i started thinking , is he trying to trick us ? i was conviced he is ok ; but as soon as the doctors came to pick him up , i felt the weirdest thing i have ever felt in my life , i felt a big black hole in my heart , i couldn't believe that he was just gone , just like that . I was shocked ...
That day will always stay in my memories as the worst day in my life , where i lost an uncle , a father , a member of my family , a part of my heart , I couldn't even imagine if i could deal with it . You are probably wondering why would i tell you my story ? well here is the thing that day , even if it is the worst day , i still learned some thing from it , i will enjoy every single second I am living now , because we can't guarantee our survival until tomorrow . So don't wast any time of you life , go with your friends ur loved ones , enjoy your life !!!
