With a tap on the door, I peeped in,
"Excuse me, may I come in? "
She looked up, a short nod as a pardon,
That's when I realized "Oh what have I done!"
I never wanted her to grow so strong;
Never wanted to face her for conversations so long...
I knew she was the Mistake,
That I can't run away from, at any stake.
So I sat down opposite her,
We both smiled at each other.
"You know why you are here, don't you?"
"Yes, I came to woe you..."
Woe her to leave my past alone,
I have given enough to her all along...
"See, let's be clear from the very first,
You have made me; I cannot return to dust...
So it is better you learn to live with me,
There's no choice from where I can see..."
"But I never wanted you here,
I thought I did what was right at that time for sure...
I had limited choices,
And I heard my inner voices.
What could I have done,
When all in my power was outrun!"
She had a cruel smile,
As she pushed me a file.
I opened it slowly...
It's was filled with acts which I knew only...
"Please don't show it to anyone,
If you do so, I will be done..."
Her smile turned into laughter,
I exactly knew what I needed to do here after...
I made a pact with the devil herself,
To keep her with me as long as I am there myself;
She would leave me alone as long as the daylight gleams,
Only to haunt me in my midnight dreams...
To make her go was all I wanted,
But in the process another mistake I committed!
With love,
Sanjukta