dear best friend
words always let me down when i am writing for you.it is not along time since we became together . you are something big in my life .i don't imagine my life now without you . may be i hated u in the past .but now ..i just ..just can't figure out how ?! how stupid i was when i hate u once . you are my unborn sister from mother and father . u light my life like a candle in a very dark and cold place .that every single time i lose my way ..i just look at this candle and take the right path again . hey ...listen to me i just wanna make an apology .cause i was gossiping all the time on you . i just made u my gum. u was always in my mouth . i wanna say sorry for every thing . u trusted me but i never deserved that trust . when i walked away and u accused me of doing so ..i was not ignoring u .i just wanna make u learn how to live with out me . i know we are together now . but when i think deeply . i imagine bad things . i do not think we can continue . i dreamed about it .and it made me just cry every single night . i think that i would be punished one day about what i did . i wanna declare every thing to you but i can't .i really can't . i took my decision and i will walk away .. i will let u go . u deserve better person to be ur best friend .i wanna say live ur life .forget and forgive me . i regret every thing i did . but it is too late .thank you .thank you for every sec. you was with me thank you for standing by my side when times get hard .and for making me laugh when i was sad to death . thank you for ur care .thank you for feeling my emotion before even i start talking . thank you for making ur huge my safe place ..and ur shoulders my crying place . you was my mirror . u told me my bad in front of me ..and praised me in public . now it is the goodbye i know that i am completely insane to leave someone like you . but i have to . i honestly do not know what would i do with our ur smile mouth . i love u more than words could say .i love you every passing day . my love to you will never end my best friend . no one ever can take ur place in my heart . i mean it .i still do not believe it . i have to end that now . u would be out of my sight but never out of my heart. i am not going to see ur face again but always remember your smile. i will never hear your voice again . but i will whisper it in my ear every time i miss you. i will never say goodbye because true friends don't have goodbyes . i am just sad because i can't tell u that . and how much u mean to me. i am praying to god to make u save . final word .. do not please wear the blue shirt cause it really makes u fat . u would be told tomorrow that i am dead . and you would be the only one in my funeral ..because i had no one but u .
love you ...bye <3