MY SAVIOUR!

he..!! the biggest puzzle in my life.! soo confusing that i could never understand..  and in the process of understanding i lost myself! not literal lost but lost in love! never felt soo close to anyone. the warmth around my body and soul when he was beside me, the food tasted delicious when he feeded me whether it was just a maggi which i ate everyday, the days passed soo low that it looked as if the time wanted me to enjoy every momrnt spent with him, the skies seemed brighter, the smiles and laughs on my face where natural which normally i had to pretend in front of others, the hugs which i wished never ended... all seemed like a fairy tale where the princess meets her prince and live happily ever after. the way he used to call latenight and talk.. the voice just before he sleeps and as soon as he wakes up.. theres no soothing music which can be compared to that voice..! the voice had different  impact on me..! everytime it made me nervous anxious calm n all sorts of emotions one can relate to.. the nights when i used to lay beside him wrapped in his arms where the nights when i was relaxed the most and may be scared of nothing at all.. not even my parents finding out of me being with him the whole night. and the way he used to turn in his sleep and pull me closer and hug and continue his sleep just as a small kid would do to his teddy bear.... he just by presence motivated me and helped me grow out of my depression phase. he is the one whom i can call my superman or my saviour or may b just MY MAN. some people have alot of impact on our life and we hardly realise it but now when i am left alone without him beside me i realise what worth it was to be loved. may be he still loves me but now its too late. living in memories is also a way of living. its hard to cope up with all things once the most integral part of our life suddenly disappears but at the end hope all goes well..! just incase you read this i miss you my saviour. i have n i still n i always will love you..! these were ur words..!! miss you bae..!