living my life in peace ... trying ti enjoying much as i can ... don't have responsibility ... someday in winter in cold night i got a msg from girl i know ..
asking about me... i felt happy cause i like to know there is someone care ...
then she start to ask about me everyday and talking for while after that for hours...
then we use to talk to each other and we never stop talking ...
i start to wake up holding my phone to see if she send me any msg...
till someday she said omar i wanna tell u something hard to say...
as i use to deal with her i make her comfort to talk then she said do u remember the old days?
do u remember the days we where in city games when u hold my hand and walk...
when we try to hide our feeling from everybody???
i stopped talking because she open an old wound...
then she said i still love u .... what ever happen ill be always love u... i dream about u every night ... and i cant stop loving u even if u dont want love me...
she talked for hour to tell me how much she loved me and still love me...
then she stop ... it was so quiet night then i said : i really loved u from all my heart but we cant love each other now... she said enough for me to heir ur voice everyday...
we spend days talking about anything else... after that she back to open my wound again and telling me that she love me and if i left her she will kill her self...
i start to really feel how much she love me and i use to talk to her everyday and feel like she touch my heart and she so near me...
i open my heart and told her that i really love her and i cant look at anybody else...
we fall in love more than i can imagine ... i never love like this ... i jealous from the wind if it touch her ...
we spend tow years together and praying everyday to stay together and promises each other to stay together ...
after this tow years with autumn season beginning she said that we cant talk and we have to stop!!
how can u stop feel... only death can do this to me...
and now i'm suffering because of her games... she played with my feeling and play well...
and ill never trust any girl and never trust any lover...