All of life has been a big mess.
The excruciating pain stings me deep within, to not have you around at times of struggle and endless tears..
Oh how this sudden wave of your absence has struck me down!
How long ago I would have had you by my side..
But now it's only me and me alone.
I picture you standing in front of me looking in the eye..
Saying the words a lover would.
All I ever do is hold your hand in my dreams and never let go..
But the dream always ends..
And I wake up with such anguish, knowing that you breathe the same air I do..
Walk the same lanes I do...
Yet our lives won't cross each others no more.
I need that love..
Once again.. So badly..
Cause saying goodbye would never stop me from loving you.