Aug. 23 2014 - first date - mexican food
"So I went on this date with a guy, I was really open to getting know him, he seemed intresting and well just kind of adorable, I dare not rush thing sor give off the wrong impression, but he is so nice and kind. I was so shy to even look at him, hehe. He seems alright for now and such, he stayed at my house til 2am, til mother was like "Send your friend home" so I did, but before he left i just couldn't resist the burning urge inside of me, I just had to, i had to kiss him, and I did. Then tender and sparks raged for me, my body felt so alive and tingly. I don't want to rush things or anything because from looking at the past of my and other mistakes, I don't want ruin this. I really want to kiss him again however."
Aug. 24 2014 - second date - Zoo
"So today was nice, he woke up super late which made me feel like he wasn't going to come, kind of got scared. Well i'm home now, took a shit ton of pictures xD however not of all the animals got really lazy and my feet hurt so bad, i have these huge blisters on them and it just killing my feet. Today was really fun and being around him is really sweet, he is such an amazing person."
Aug. 31 2014 - break up
1# Feelings
"Well where to begin, I am sorry if I done anything bad first of all. I am also sad this ended, I hate crying but first guy I cried so long ad hard over. Even if it wasn't a full week yet it hurts me deeply that a guy I attched to easily doesn't feel the same, he said no spark between us, so the affectionate and everything else was just nothing I suppose, proble not. I'm sad, very sad. I finally stopped crying and cleared my head to write this out. It started off so good, great in fact. then one day suddenly changes? I am confused and it hurts me, knowing he isn't happy, worse knowing his ex girlfriend fucked him up from ever liking a girl again but her. I really dislike her now, I mean before i did but this is beginning to become something I havn't felt before, to deeply dislike someone with a passion that burn the very core of your body. I want to be happy, I am happy with him, but he isn't happy with or without you. You bitch, I really can't stand you now. Let me come across you one more time in my lifetime, I am not violent or really ever angry, but when you take the things away from me that make me happy, this will awaken a whole different side. However I honestly don't want to act hostile. I want to be mature and grown up about this, not the petty shit. However I got so attached to him over a week. As fuck up as that sounds I wish it didn't happen like this, he is truely an amazing person, someone I really like, and he derserves great things, not some 'sloot' that broke and buried his heart underneath the sands of the ocean. All I wanted was to make him happy, and I can't do that because of you. You monster.....I am so flustered at you, that maybe you derserve the things you get. I mean you do it to yourself. 99% i'm wrong, i'll admit that, just I really dislike you......You have ruined him which has unstabled me. How could you, why can't you suck your own boyfriends dick and piss off from everyone else's. He was mine, and now I am beginning to think he isn't because of you. He said no spark.....do you have any idea how that makes me feel? They just stab my heart, open it up and left it there, expecting it to heal. I don't understand how people can be such monsters....THEN You still play and toy with his head, putting hidden words in your messages to him. I see that shit you whore. Asking if I have his heart like you soooooo care if he did, you just want the attention. To make others around you to suffer worse then you. Well i'm sorry you have a shitty ass life, but doesn't give you a fucking excuse to ruin others. I just can't get over the fact he still has feelings for you, slightly jealous yes, but mostly confused, which flusters me more. You dug your claws so deep in him just to leave him there when you were done, I really hope I do cross paths with you again just so I can awaken this rage and hatred toward you one last time. Because your ass will be on the ground. If not? I will still be happy enough I had the chance to hurt you or attmept to, make you feel the pain you caused me tonight, I will remember this and I will get my revenge, no i'm not going to go out of my way to do such a thing, you arn't that important. I'll rather let my anger and rage build up for the time. I refuse to give up on him. I am calming down now, and I hope this doesn't end soon, what i share for him."
Sept. 2 2014 - Unfriended
Chatlogs </3 7:01am
Justin: Where are you and Megan?
And did my. Phone
Funneh Bunneh: Megan took me home. I asked her to.
Justin: Move. My phone
Funneh Bunneh: Your phone is there.
Justin: Yeah it was moved, so did you look through my phone
Funneh Bunneh: Yes
Justin: Lol appreciate being snoopy
Funneh Bunneh: lol appreciate being a sloot. I will be a friend and help you, but do not have sex with me, cum right beside me, also then tell that low life cunt of a whore that you are so 'crazy' about when she doesn't even want you, until she wants something from you, that you miss her hugs and kisses, basicy the exact samething you told me, you are exactly like the girls you been fucked up by. I'm still a friend, but do not play games with me Justin. I am not those same girls you slooted around with.
Justin: Honestly I saw things working with us, but from the start of yesterday it showed me that we could never work.and I'm through.
Funneh Bunneh: lol You ruined it. I was fine, you had sex with me, I didn't even want to, but I felt bad so I said fuck it, but do not go telling other bitchs you want them and shit and then still want me, You can not have your cake and eat it too.
Justin: Ok
Funneh Bunneh: k'
Justin: Have a good life. Not gonna watch you talk shit about me in a status
Funneh Bunneh: Oh, alright want me to tag you in it?
Justin: If you choose so
Funneh Bunneh: Nah, like a good person I am, because I have a heart, i'll delete it.
Justin: Naw imma just block you
Funneh Bunneh: If you choose so, not my fault, you did this.
Justin: Alright
Funneh Bunneh: Ok. I do expect my blanket returned, the only thing I want back. Just do it whenever you get off your ass
Justin: Megan will bring it
Funneh Bunneh: 'k
"So far til this time, 8:32pm. I havn't heard anything from him, he is gone now. I don't fear however, I feel as if what he said was true he won't completely shut me out, however he will take his time. I don't want to be completely thrown away. I like him still, however I dare not be single and then also be just a fling. I treat him with respect and kindness, I expect the same in return. I have a feeling when he starts missing me he will message me, so then I shall wait. I wish not to, but I don't give in easily. I want to make sure he does actually care about me, for I am mixed in emotions now. No matter what I will remain loyal to him, I will be a true friend, from the beginning of his kindness, he earned my friendship. Even if he doesn't want it, I'm still here, accepting, understanding and loyal to him. I will help him, not for my own reasons, but he deserves to be free and happy. Not caged in a dark cellar to suffer on the broken heart he was given. He is a good guy, and a good guy deserves good guy things. I miss him for now, but I can only hope he won't take to long to talk to me once more."