Tomorrow I have to wake early.Its late night.Obviously I should have slept now.
But here I am.Alone in the front room.Sitting with my phone,watching our old chats and how often we used to call.
Tears are all rolling down my eyes to my neck.I feel shivered.Its a cold eyedrop.I am having cold and cuff.I should rest.
But here I am.Listening to my hearts cries for your.The tears shattering for you.
For the misunderstanding in which you were comfortable.You don't even know till now.
But for me it remained nightmare.My feelings can't get an exit from this suffocation.
After fights,I called you after 1 month as you didn't called me.You talked less and told "Talk to you later".Then you never called me again,for 2 months.
Now due to your need I think, you have once more entered my aura.And this is actually killing me.I can't control my emotions.
I am not able to hold them.I am endlessly crying.My face is not red hot,its pale today.I am no more having hot tears,I have cold tears.
Not angry this time,but of sorrow.
I don't know if you understand me or not.You know my condition or not.
But I really feel broken at these times.I can just cry,be sad,wet my clothes from endless tears,and sit in this dark hall alone,wondering of you.
I don't know why am doing this..
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(this is my real condition of now.written what came from my heart.Just my fingers split my feelings.Now i will try to sleep.Thankyou watchers..)