I have been trying to write again for months
Looking for a reason fill the empty space
Looking for words to put up a phrase
But world became more ungraceful
For years night became silent
The voices that fills my head is gone
As if I have nothing to vent
As if life is already gone and done
Whenever I try to hear the voices
Pain came over to distract
Giving me time for vices
Living my poems disrupt
I thought peace is within me
But it is all lies hiding in one another
Deceiving me with my dreams
Taking my fears as cover
Nights are all at peace
Something I won't deny
But dreams became unease
My sleep I can't rely
I barely knew the words to write
Nor the letters to use
Trying to gain back my senses
This is a step closer