Tonight is one of those nights in which all I want to do is think about everything that worries me, about all of those things which may be the cause to this unexplainable feeling of emptiness which has been revolving around me for the past few days.
I've just come to the conclusion that I am the problem. I am the one and only responsible for my unhappiness and depression. I am guilty of not taking care of myself and my feelings, I am guilty of everything.
It seems like I unconsciously try so hard to make such bad decisions that I end up hurting the people that I care about the most, I end up tearing them apart without even trying to, including myself. So, I've made my choice.
From today on, I promise to myself that I will think twice before speaking. I promise to myself that I will stop worrying about those meaningless things which do always make me lose my mind. I promise that I will value the people that I love. But most of all, I promise that I will let myself go and fill myself with positive thoughts.
As someone said one day, happiness only depends on you.