Right now, tears just won't stop falling. I have cried my heart out but it is not enough and the sad thing here is I cannot do anything about what I feel. I want to be mad, I am mad! But I don't want to be mad to anybody. I don't want to fill my heart with grief and hatred. I am sad, but I don't want people to see, how broken my being is. I just wanted to smile, because I know that is definitely the right thing to do.
But.. Guess what?
I AM A HUMAN
I get mad,
I get said
I get hurt
It is not obvious but I do.
But I think it is already too late to tell people about what I feel. Because I just wanted to simply end everything. So that at least, I would be a tiny decrease on Earth's over population. I will not be able to hurt these people around. I would be a less tummy to feed, a kid to send to school, a child who needs a bedroom and a daughter who needs everything.
Definitely there is nothing wrong with my life. It is just me. The problem in my life is me.
Therefore, the solution is to end the problem.