No.
No I don't want to!
I don't want to have to live my life as a normal person.
I want to be noticed.
I want to live as me, not as anyone else...
I want to look around and feel the breeze in my hair,
I want to smile against the wind!
Feel free!
Alive!!
Noticed...
I want to be that person that...
that turns heads!
That person who... who.. who is known for something special!
Like Art!
or singing!
or drawing.
or...
well...
Anything...
I don't want to be alone anymore..
I don't want to face my darkness alone
I want to be loved..
I want to feel what it's like to be loved by another human being
by their soul, mind, heart and body...
I want to live.
But if I can not..
and must say farewell
Wind,
Sweet precious wind,
Please whisper for me
a final
farewell.