I have enough discouragements in life and I don't want that my lovelife would be counted on it but I guess fate is not my bestfriend, again and again I was rejected, I was taken advantage by the persons I love but it seems that I haven't learned my lesson.
It's just one of my new experience right now. Today I was walking down stairs with my classmates and the guy I love was just at our back together with his classmates, my friends approaches him and it turns out that he likes them but he just passed by my front, I admit that I was hurt and broken. I just want to shout at him that "Can we just get back from what we are before? Before you broke my heart? Can you please just notice Me for just once? I feel like I was like a trash that has no use unto this earth. I guess that it's just the end of our story, His love for me was now vanished and I can't put it together and make us happy again. I just only want Him to notice Me even with a small smile but I guess I don't deserve it.