stand for your promise..days ago,months ago,years ago or decades ago, when you were smaller,you dreamed of doing something better and successful and earn well; maybe money,happiness or satisfaction.so try to achieve that,the promise you did for self about your own future;which is now your own present...meet the expectations of your old self.work hard.you need to satisfy you.because you are in love with your self and everything is possible in love and war.
work to your hardest potential.its too near.just go on..for the sake of your old soul,dude! because now you are better.the same you who had struggled a lot.and now when you are nearest to your earning,achieve it right.you owe it to your 1 year old self,the struggler who loves you.. and promised to be better one day that is this day :)
(wrote very fast..just a rough but realization writing)