I can only write it here where no one would know about my feelings for you.
He's the kind I admire. He's optimistic, a joker sometimes, helpful, kind, friendly, and handsome. I could say he will be one to pick in the high standard of girls(or even gays) to boys nowadays, yes I'm sure of it. I got lucky to be one on his friend list. He added me exactly on my birthday, believe me. I don't know why though but when you look at our mutual, all are taken and you'll think that not the one he's into.
I'm kind of envious to a girl he gave a named to joke about. She's also a friend of mine and you know I have this feeling that they can be together because that's how I think about their situation but what can I do if that ever happens? Nothing. I can only look from afar because I'm determined that I will not chase him, I know in myself that I'm just infatuated to his look. Hmmm maybe I can get a picture together with him if we graduate this year(I HOPE SO! I mean I hope we will all really graduate #MASSPROMOTION !).
I agreed to a post and I quote "Even though you are my crush, I will still not chat you" cause I'm the same. But there this one time that I pm-ed him cause I needed him to change my name in the screenshot they took in our online class because he's the one holding it. He said, "It's already ok" but when I look again into the picture he sent to our prof nothing change means he didn't change it. I got sad really so that's how fast he can forget about me huh. I know he's chatting with a lot of people and I'm thankful that he replied to me though still sigh. I will never chat with him again.
Oh, I have another one, I got sooooo curious. Because one in our mutual friends is a classmate and a friend of mine when I was in high school. Wow, small world, right? He's living far from our place so how come he knew about her? I'm so curious. I want to ask that mutual friend but I'm too shy and afraid she'll tease me. *sigh* I got to find that. Ciao!