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The one was never mine.


It all started with a 'Hi'.

When I first saw him I knew he was the One for me,his looks,his smile,his hair,his mouth,everything was perfect in him,I couldn't stand looking at another boy while he was with me.

Getting closer,I was under his charm.

One month later he was already mine,it was all perfect,we saw eich other every single day,I run out of school for only 30min in his arms,paradise as I remember it,I couldn't stop the smile on my face.

2 months then 3 then 4,we had trouble,fights I always won,every couple do that,but I couldn't let him go,I was so in love with him,I am so in love with him.

Our 5 anniversary was the hardest,we broke up the day we should've never broke up at,the day I'll never forget,but still,we moved on and got back toguether.

I started Ms.cute face I was sweet and cool with everything,to avoid any kind of arguing,then Msr perfect started it,fighting was one of the things we should go through every month,we got used to it,but I had enough,so I decided not to talk to him any longer,I was heart broken,but he never knew.

He talked to me one week later,started out of nowhere,he wrote words I'll never let go,never forget:we are different,we aren't made for eich other.

I wondered about the reason that made him say that,the boy I loved  used to tell me how perfect I am for him,how perfect we were,that no one else understanded him the way I did,what happened..what Am I missing here?

Is it something did or said in an angertime?

I still don't know,still looking for that once answer but he won't be the one to explain because I closed every single window he could ever find me through it,I decided it was over,no friendship no love no nothing,because the guy I loved the only guy loved,msr the One,was never mine.