Have you ever just kept looking at your loved one's face, and wondered, What they have faced before they met you?
What shaped them into that person and how worse can their dark side be?
It feels like. All you can see is that face that gives you all the bright things, All you wish for, and all of those features are more like heaven to you.
That feeling when you are looking into your loved one's features and knowing you don't want anything more than this. But you know what?
You never know how much you love someone until you wanna see their dark side. You want to mend their broken pieces and get back the pieces that were given to wrong people, You never know how much you love someone until you wanna see the "complete" them. Their whole soul with every hidden part of it. Every pain they went through and every tear they shed, You want to be the remedy and the cure to them.
Every one of us has been shaped the way they are because of something. We aren't born with trust issues, coldness or overly ego. Something or someone has shaped us and made us become like that.
Even the kindest people you meet through your life has won and lost battles that No one knows anything about. They may have spent nights crying and woke up smiling on the next day, Maybe They have been lied to, Played with and cheated on, Maybe they have been walked over by people that once meant the world to them.
The beautiful girl you see with a huge smile may have felt "not good enough" and cried herself to sleep but she is brave enough to wake up with a smile on her face removing every pain she has ever felt.
The Guy you see as heaven may have carried huge stones on his chest trying to find himself but can't, Maybe he never knew what true love is until he met you. Maybe you are his remedy.
Sometimes, I just wonder, Do the ones we love are willing to buy a one-way ticket to our dark side? Do they look at us wanting to remove every pain we felt before we met them?
That'll always be my forever questions and because I believe in john green, I can take this as an answer :
“Maybe there's something you're afraid to say or someone you're afraid to love, or somewhere you're afraid to go. It's gonna hurt. It's gonna hurt because it matters.”
When you take the oneway ticket to the dark side, Remember that "It is gonna hurt, Because it matters".