A way home, still thinking of the only creature who left my spiritual thoughts away deep inside the souls of love. This seems sharpened. My feelings got a cloudy heavy traffic. Everything has been missed up since the moment when I realized that I can't be anytime happier except stairing at your cheerful face, and anytime more depressed but giving you the goodbye's cuddles.
My memory reminds me of every second that I stood with you and got afraid from the fact that it won't be replaced. My mind stops for a while to remember about the little infinity we had. Watching it from the bright side, this little infinity is still not over, watching it from the dark side, it seems a big mistake that I'm getting closer to your heart which is already taken. Perhaps it's the worst mistake I'm making.
Besides it's still you whom my stars are shining for. It's true that your fears are bigger than mine... Because when it feels like love you start to cry... But when it comes to my side, darling, my heart is truly on fire, my poems are sad, my words are depressive, my breath is blocked and my soul is diving on your wrong ocean.
Our hopes are literally opposite. Many signs give the impression that our path is already drawn for a special tomorrow. Many others prove that everything will change in your part of this random story, that I didn't even know how to start describing it.
Apparently, this story seems like a dream. The dream that you never know how it started, then suddenly you're into the action and everything is out of control; either you wake up fresh and joyful, either you jump off your bed scared and searching the closest way to turn up the lights to feel secure.
I wish it wouldn't be the second kind of dreams. It's not about waking up afraid and frustrated. It's actually about not finding the lights to turn up...
Being by your side is an eternity. Every impression, smile, hug or whatever, is an infinity of sensations and feelings I get.
Fortunately, this story might go further by the time, and by the end of these lines written by an endless inspiration.