This is one helluva place that teaches life lessons that no one really cares like the way family does and every human being is bound to lead their own lives that's filled with their own priorities that even the closest of friends aren't really there for you when you absolutely need them and no one beside your bed to check if your fever has gone down,no one to check if your hungry or if you've eaten,friends suddenly only looks like a pretty word that people misuse and abuse, when your tears mix with sweat of the fever that slowly leaves your body like a ghost..the ghost of reality.when you see clear,when you shiver from your core and all but helplessly cry because you can't disturb people who don't care.Yet you're alone and scared of the dark and just want someone beside you someone who says 'take care', so you call in disparity in desperation to not be alone ,and someone did come to my call and I'm in debt,had I not seen a human being this night I would have driven myself mad in thought tears shiver and vomit. like a an egg that's about to hatch,don't hatch little bird I want to tell her it's a harsh reality out here that will only break you down ,but she is too bored within her shell and too curious of the outside, she wants to make a grand entrance in to the world that will only criticize her efforts but she's a strong one ,she's going to learn and relearn till she makes it even if it means she will die doing so.