Real pain is then,when you cant forget or forgive someone.When you are stuck in the depth side of yourself where they hurt you.When your chest bleeds almost everytime, continuously,the way they have hurt you seems never ending.And this particular thought of living this way kills you.
You want to distract yourself and you do.You watch films, you hang out with friends,you work hard on your work,so you could sleep and eat on time and can't overthink as you wouldn't have a penny of time left on your pocket.So basically you try to keep yourself busy.
But still even when you are busy,with friends,chilling on water park or with cousins on haunted house or anything else you just can't avoid your thoughts.The blood pouring from your heart.The river of sorrow which transmits to your interest on things and feelings.You just cant enjoy.You cant focus on anything.You are just not able to avoid that pain you keep.