My heart is in pain
More and more I hear and see people leave
Each time it brings shock
A stab in my heart
The knives are always left behind
Never pulled out
The pain never left
It just subsides for a while
But this is not about me
But is about you
About you who chose to fade
To fade to black
It must have been really tough
The pain you must have felt
The burden you must have been carrying
The sadness must have been really exhausting
I see you smile in a while
But you cry when alone
You must have tried so hard
To ask for help
It came but it isn't enough to fight the demons
You must have felt so tired
But you still tried
Because the image of them in pain scares you
You are torn
To live this life
To leave this life
To stay or not to
You have fought so hard
But in the end, you walked the corner
Declared your surrender
That's when you felt the peace you've always been looking for
But this is the future
You might not have done it yet
Please, know that my heart is already crying for you
If you might reconsider, please do
If it leaves a knife in my heart
Though you are a pure stranger
What more for the people who cherish you
And for those people who you love with all your heart
This is not to say to continue fighting for them
But this is to say to continue living because you are precious
This world may not feel your absence
But those people will feel the world incomplete without you
A necessary big piece of puzzle in someone's heart
That's who you are
Try to break out from that puzzle
And it will have a hole for the rest of the time
It will never be the same
Your mom's sweet smile
Your nephew's innocent smile
Your dog's happiness
Let these be your source strength
You can do it
Because you are strong
You are an amazing person