I am in pain.i living very painful life.Its not a Physical pain.I am in mentally pain because of Love.Today i saw him.and then my heart stopping to heartbeats.and my mind starting to flowing in old memories.In my school time i fall in love with him.he is very smart and well behaved boy.After some time we become good friends.And then many boys purposed me.but i reject everyone.One day i get to know that his family want to marry him with another girl.on that day i Getting pain in my heart.this is the pain or love,pain of jealousy. But i could not tel him that i love him.After some time he get married.And after 1 year of his marriege He come behind me with his wife,then i again feeling the same pain but in high quantity,and tell him the truth. he tell me that He always Loved me and he never said me about this because he thinks that when i rejected many boys so i never accept his love.he not want to leave my friendship. This moment i lost me.want to do suiside. but he saved me and take to me a promice that i never thought about this and always be happy always without him.but how i can do this i am again very hurted. I never do this But i am trying to live Without him with MY PAIN.
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