You know what real joy is?
It's seeing you smile from ear to ear. It's seeing you jolly and carefree. It's seeing you glow and be filled with so much energy. It's seeing your cheeks blush because of you were ashamed of the things you were doing. It's seeing your eyes sparkle like little fireflies, illuminating my darkness. It's seeing you again, from a distance, though you can't pay me a glance at all. It's seeing you having the time of your life. But reality hits me hard, that you're like that because you're apart from me.
You know what pure bliss is?
It's listening to you while you talk. It's listening to you, as you speak the words to describe your love. It's listening to your rants. It's listening to your concerns. It's listening to your drumming heartbeats. It's listening to your melody, I wasn't well acquainted with. It's hearing you laugh boisterously like there's no tomorrow. It's listening to you attentively, while you can't even focus on me. It's listening to you profess the reality of your love to another soul. While you try your best to breakfree from me.
You know what real happiness is?
It's letting you go, while I'm still so in love with you. It's letting my strong grip of you, loosen up. It's letting you choose your own happiness, that doesn't include me. It's letting you walk away, while I badly wanted you to stay. It's letting you wander as much as you want, coz caging you in, will be the death of you. It's letting you fly, while I jump in my cliff of sadness all alone. It's letting you and my emotions slowly drift away, coz keeping you will tear me down apart.
And you know what's real funny?
It's when I'm dying to show you how much love I have in store. But you've already totally shut your door. So you just let me bleed alone, spread eagle, lying on the floor.