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Painful Indulgence

It's a pleasure, nonetheless,

Seeing you breathe,

But painful 

Cause I'll never again

Feel it on my cheek.


It's a pleasure, even more,

To see you walk.

But its all pain,

When I realize

It won't be by my side.


You sit from me, at an arm's length;

It's a pleasure yet again.

But to know that it won't

Reduce to inches, makes it

Painful all the more.


It's a pleasure, the most,

To see those tender lips

Move while you talk;

Painful yet again, 

To miss their brush against mine.


To see those mesmerizing eyes

In them I used to swim all the time,

But now its pain

And I've to be careful

When I dive into them again.


Trust me, when I say,

Unrequited love is not painful that way;

Here, I get the pleasure

But, by causing myself

More the pain.