It started with an unintentional friend request. A very innocent act. A mindless action I took eight months ago. I don't know you. I have no idea a person like you exist.
But even then I knew I wanted someone like you. Your whole persona exacts the qualities I've been looking for. The grandeur of you is overwhelming.
I watch you do things with admiration. I was contented of doing so. But I also dreamed of meeting you, of talking to you, of befriending you. I did hope even if I know it's far too impossible.
The likes of you don't exist in my world. The likes of me don't exist on yours. Until one day, you prove me wrong. You accepted my friendship. You allowed me to have a peek of your world.
It was an unexpected turn of events. In an instance, a tiny seed of hope was planted in my heart. Day after the day, the hope turn into inspiration. Your daily updates keep me moving.
But then, I'm still an outsider. Someone you don't know. Someone who was always part of your busy crowd. Someone who wants to reach you.
Until you opened the door for me. You allowed me to become part of your life. You gave me a pass. At first I couldn't believe myself. I was in the clouds for days.
What was once a part of illusion is now a reality. We became friends. We started seeing each other in some occasions. We started conversing. We started having real connection. And the admiration turned into affection.
I don't know where we are headed. I don't want to over think about my hopes of us. I just want to savor the moment I'm having with you.
I know where I want us to go. Though there's no assurance of us in the end, I'm willing to thread this path to you.