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¹¹⁵ Perfect Daughter

I'm a hypocrite with dual personality.

I'm your most promising daughter.
I'm obedient.
I'm kind.
I'm intelligent.
Name it, I'll get it.
This is me—a hypocrite.

I want to join the parties.
I want to dance in loud music.
I wanna shout to the world.
I wanted to be with someone I'm interested in.
I think of them—I just storm the door of my study room.

Hey, weirdo, who's your friend today?
They're referring to the new volume of encyclopedia in my hands.
I'm the not stylish girl in school.
Classmates just get along with me to copy my notes and exams
yet they aren't my friend the whole year round.

It wasn't easy to be me.
All my steps are numbered.
One mistake considers to ruin the beautiful scenery that I made.
I don't want my perfect image to ruin
but I know in one wrong move, everything is at stake.

I bend my knees to God and pray.
I wish He hears my prayer everyday.
I'm being tired of pretending to be okay
... that I am happy everyday.
I wish I could know who I am.
I wish I could find myself someday.

Mother, Father can you still take more?
If I make a mistake, can you bear it?
I'm afraid you can't.
I'm afraid my sister take away all your patience.
There's nothing more for me.
So, help me keep up my perfect fragile image.

Don't be fool by me.
I'm a hypocrite with dual personality.