You noticed how weird I was...
Laughing heartily at the way I inhaled the scent of books.
Smirking at how I often visited calm and secluded places.
Emphasizing how I wanted to just sit in a bench and let time pass by, doing nothing at all.
But you never knew how I just ran my fingers through each novels among the racks to hide my fidgets.
But you never noticed how I tamed my erratic heart rhythm as my hands ached to touch you gently instead.
How I avoided your melting gaze just to hide the sudden rush of blood against my cheeks.
You never knew how much chaos you brought inside me.
You had no idea how much energy you've drained in me and consumed.
How I wanted to stop myself, literally from breathing.
To save myself, from being too drawn coz it was so addicting.
For you became my new favorite scent, I never wanted to stop inhaling.