Thirty-nine days
Fourteen days
Five days
Three days
Thirty-nine days of most good days
Fourteen days of knowing days
Five days of desk, chairs and a monitor
Three days of borrowed hours
A man left in the dark
A person left with questions
A person left in the shadows under the starting light
A person started to hurt
Irresistible guilty feelings shaded
Raw caring and knowing feelings
A heart torn with happiness and pain veining
A mind in a mess that's yet to be worse than its own beginning
The world is laughing
And most of these things started getting hazy
Nothing is clear now and feelings falter
Memories are yet to be created and replace by a heart that started breaking.