The fact that you let me go crushed me down
As dark as the night, is how I feel when you leave
As cold as the wind when you turn away from me
As painful as the broken bones when I see you moving on.
I don’t know what’s wrong and it keeps me asking.
You have the answer to my question but it seems that you don’t know as well
I need to know why.
Am I not good enough for you?
Or perhaps Am I not that worthy enough to be love?
Am I too lousy to be with?
Am I that boring type of person?
Am I too clingy? Or perhaps Am I really disturbing whenever I call you?
I know seas are between us but you said we can make it if we just believe and wait but why?
I was in pain that time.
Seeing you happy is painful even though I know that this is not the right thing.
Knowing you’re happy without me tears my heart.
Yet I still keep my guards high.
I forgive myself and that’s how I forgive you.
Thanks God for giving me chance to realize,
To realize that I deserve to be freed and be happy
To realize that you don’t deserve me.
I keep myself busy and I focused towards myself.
I moved on. I’m happy now and I’m willing to start over.
You came, I forgave you and we’re cool but you crossed the line again.
You said we will be fine this time and I believe.
Things gets better and it started the spark again.
I fell and you catch me
You said you’re sorry and I believe
I let you in and we started a new beginning of our story
I was afraid to trust I know but you make be believe that it’s okay
We’re good but later on things goes wrong, again.
You go away without letting me know.
Reaching you is so hard.
I know I’ve been preparing myself for this but I want to know why?
Why you let me fall again?
Why did you leave?
Why did you go away for the second time?
Why did you leave me hanging?
Please tell me why did you go?