So dude!! I dont know where you are in life.Which phase you are going or which pain you inhailing.
But once just hear my word.Life is just a game.Its filled with monsters,sword your capacity to fight,sometimes the door is simply closed and you need to move on and go back to different gate to cross it and all those phases.Its A Big Game if different levels.
You dont have to dig into anything for why it happened,why to you,what is purpose of every single things.No! Just live it..work eat sleep meet people and go on..
If you keep building thoughts,its devastating in normal conditions!! Believe me!
One thing,not to lose..is your to make the map of your life.Always have that plan even a shitty rough one,but kinda have that.You should know your ultimate pathway.
Because maybe later in life you gonna become pale and sorrowful and bruhh again its a phase obviously..But atleast at that unstable state of yours,if you know the map of your life..You gonna come through..So just keep it in mind and move on for a better one.
Life is game! Emjoy play! Doesnt work go for other path! But its planned you can't stop at 1 place..time is limited..so move on..its packed with stuff till death.So go on..tryna enjoy instead of getting dull ;)
Good luck! though it will not work always ...