Remembering my first Love

It's been a month now since
I bid farewell to my oLd Love,
I wasn't used to not wanting to see him,
I wasn't used to not feeling anything for him,
I wasn't used to not missing him and,
I wasn't used to not thinking of him everyday.
In other words, EVERYTHING seems new to me..... I felt like I have to start from the bottom once again.

I wasn't really able to know how he felt for me, but one thing is for sure, I have realized that for once, he did really felt something for me, that he somehow thought of me as someone special.. and I cannot be more grateful of that. I felt the need to go back to my old love and stay there for another 10 years, but I can't , now that someone new has been occupying my mind lately. It's still uncertain but he is not someone I can easily let go of.

Hello, my first Love, I think I miss you today.