She was uneasy and couldn't stop blabbering. She rolled over her bed, hugged her pillow, then shouted nonsense. Her stomach hurt and felt the need to go to the toilet. She wanted to pee but never really did. Her chest was pounding so hard like it was going to explode. Her hands were shaking so bad and her knees were trembling.
On the way to their rendezvous, she couldn't stop smiling and didn't mind the questioning stares of the people around her. She was so excited to finally be with him after months of looking at him from afar.
She can still clearly remember that night and how she put this damn good song on replay to forget about how nervous she was on their incoming first meeting.
After 6 months, the first paragraph replayed.
On the way home from their last meeting, she couldn't stop crying and didn't mind the sympathetic stares of the people around her. She was so devastated to finally leave and let go after months of loving him without being loved back.
She can still clearly remember that night and how she put this damn good song on replay to remind herself about how he shattered her heart into pieces, and that giving up on him was the bravest decision she had ever made.