Why did you leave suddenly? When you said you did well to reach where you are right now? However, I can't blame your decision. You talked to people but never found the answer. I know to myself the answer is unknown. You and I both live trying to find answer to this problem that has no beginning or end. All we want from everyone else is not to pretend they understand but to care. You want to hear that we worked hard after the uncertainties to continue to fight and live. However, the people's eyes in this world are blind,what more for them to hear? We dodge the current and waves of the changing anxiety we have to suffer. In the end no one can make it stop but only ourselves. The questions asked always come back to us and there was no one for us to blame the cause of the problem. Was anyone listening? The funny thing is we always listen to them trying to lessen the contiguous effect of this suffering. Trying to save or stop someone who is walking in the direction where were standing. However, when they were okay we are left with no hand to stop us from where we are going. Will anyone start listening? No. Only when everything about you and me ends. They will start seeing the difference and will hear the entire problem. Only then they will care.
So to everyone who is like me. Please keep fighting. We've worked hard up until now and will continue to do so. Until someday, hopefully if someone will, we might be able to have answers. Only when the pain we know will have it's name. And we will recognize its existence and let the world know the recognition it wanted.
Until we win this battle and hopefully someone is brave enough to fight till the end. Without deciding to end it by ourselves.