I thought I was just anxious
I thought I was just sad
I thought I was just depressed
But all of those were just mere thoughts
Afraid to seek professional help
But badly needed to have it
Afraid to accept the truth
But badly wants to know it
Schizophrenia. That's what the doctor said
Felt like the world crumbled down
Felt like everything was falling apart
Terrifying voices that I'm constantly hearing
Dark images and shadows I'm seeing everywhere
Everything was because of that illness
Illness that made me afraid of the dark
Illness that frightens me a lot
Illness that made me afraid of the people and their opinions about me
I'm crazy, as they say.
I'm crazy for hearing the voices they can't hear
I'm crazy for seeing the images they can't see
But what can I do?
I'll be spending my life depending on the medicines they prescribed to me
I'm crazy
Crazy as freak
And that's schizophrenia