A friend once told me that inner peace is achieved only when you're spiritually, physically, emotionally and mentally satisfied.
I was feeling down, believing that reaching inner peace is very very hard, if not impossible. But then, I bumped into his quote out of the blue.. And I can't describe how hopeful I ended up feeling. He encouraged me to try harder... And promised me that I'm find it eventually. I am that kind of person who can be lift up or thrown to the ground by a simple word. Words touch me... So very deeply. No matter how hard I always try to show that I don't give a damn about them. Sadly, I do. It's a double-edged weapon, tho, can be good at times, you know. Like the situation I'm talking about here, for example.
Anyways, right after hearing his words, I decided to start -not only a new chapter- but a whole new book. I locked my old book in a metallic box and threw it away. Hopefully hopefully HOPEFULLY the box won't turn around and come back to mama. Say Amen to that!
I have to say that I already went there, to the world of inner peace, a couple of times. But as far as I remember, that state lasted for a complete day, and that was it. I go to bed at night and wake up a whole new person. I even forget how I felt visiting that gorgeous world. Even worse, the state would only last for moments and then BAM, it's gone.
Going on a journey to that world, tho, was more than amazing, that words are not even enough. You get so passionately in love with yourself, with your life, with your surroundings, and with the whole world, every single inch of it. You find yourself forgiving everyone so very mercifully, you will give people excuses so their actions won't piss the shit out of you. You will find yourself loving everyone, and everything. EVERYTHING! Didn't I tell you the journey is more than amazing? You now know why. You don't get those feelings very often, you know.
So, I decided to give it a shot. I decided to follow that friend of mine's advice and start working on those four parameters of how to reach inner peace. And today was day number one, I set a plan and I followed it perfectly. Now I'm working on the spiritual and the physical parts. I thought it would be better taking one or two steps per time, as not to get bored, tired and depressed easily.
I started a 30 Day Yoga Challenge and it's going pretty fine. I'm finally feeling a little better about my body, it's getting more flexible which is great. Working my ass off makes me feel awesome, too. I needed to feel that way a long time ago. So HORRAY!
And finally, last but not least, the best accomplishment for the day is about my new relationship with GOD. I'm getting closer to him. And to me, it means the world!
Phew, I'm done for now. *coughs* I'm so sorry I talked that much. *coughs*
I just couldn't help it. I NEEDED to let that all out. So I figured it would be cool sharing it with you guys, it's more comfortable to talk to people you don't know. So yeah, here you go.
Thank you so much for reading.
If you have ANY advice, don't hesitate to share it with me. I'm dying for any right now. Thank you.
kthnxbaaaaaiiii. *waves*