Have you ever felt like it's a disease?
I panicked cause I don't know what to do. I got frustrated knowing I can't do anything. I was small, petrified, useless and it was a blur. Everthing was a blur. I feel cold. Dizzy, sleepy, not in a mood kind of a way. I buried my face down my pillow. Unassured of what was going. My thoughts were louder than before. I can hear them clearly. Questioning myself of what ifs and do this or not. Relentless hands won't stop shaking. Heavy breathing.
Waiting for what is coming.
And if it arrives...
Will I be ready for it?
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