June went by so slowly.
Everyday I was picking up my broken pieces
It was dragging and seems like there was a heavy metal attached to my one leg.
I was moving forward but still limping.
July was a month that I cannot forget.
It was the month I waited and cried.
My anxious heart was all over the place.
Playing make believe like the previous month never haunts me in my sleep.
I was smiling but I knew there was a part of me missing.
August was a bittersweet month
It was when I tried and learned the hard way that patterns will never change if you don't want to change.
It was a month of hoping that maybe just maybe I will not be alone standing in the middle this time.
But It was the month I finally said "Its enough."
It was the moment I knew that even if I'm alone I will be okay.
It was my reawakening
September...
I can't wait to see what will happen next..
I have so much to look forward to.
This will be a another chance to begin again.
To keep moving forward
To keep building my hopes and dreams..
To appreciate people that loves and cares for me.
September I am ready for you.
Let's make the remaining 4 months of this year a memorable one.
This year is tough but We are tougher.
Let's not waste our 4 months full with anger, sadness and regrets.
Let us keep learning to let go of the things that does not serve our happiness and improvement to be the best version of ourselves.
I deserve a good ending
And so are you.
So chin up and greet September with a hopeful smile.
We got this.
We always do.