As a teenager and that of indian origin i'm angry. Angry with the society, its people, the judgementals, the unnecessary decision makers of my life, unfortunately my parents and most of it with myself. You would wonder why with myself..? well, only if i could convince myself to maintain long, oiled hair with sensible dressing i.e clothes which keep me away from being the center of attraction, if i could convince myself that the natural attraction towards opposite gender is a sin and each and everything my parents think should be the universal truth for me, everything would be perfect..!
But i'm sorry everyone, i'm terribly sorry because i don't understand your logics (correction:your beliefs..!). Why is it that if i keep short hair-i suddenly become ugly, if i have a great sense of fashion-i'm a brat, if i fall in love-i'm a slut, and if i think differently from my parents-i'm never ever going to lead a happy life.
For whatever i think, i do, and i believe in i have a detailed clarification. oh i'm sorry if i go on explaining i would be believed to be spoilt by exposure to unnecessary ideas.
My sincere apologies to everyone for i could not be as good as the neighbour's child, and because i'm a shame to the society for i follow my inner voice. But don't you worry dearest people i will, i definitely will kill my uniqueness, shh my soul, crush every happiness of mine and become acceptable in the society.