Launchorasince 2014
← Stories

Sit and Stare

I don't wanna relive these memories.
I don't like to sit and stare,  and think of you til the sun comes down,  leaving my responsibilities for the day undone.

No,  I don't want to think about you again, about how lost I was in your eyes, how I loved you,  how you loved me.
I don't want to remember how we loved, too. How we fought,  how tight we once held each other.

I don't like the idea of these memories haunting my soul, I don't like them pushing me to ask the heavens above, why we have to be apart,  about how this love gone wrong,  when it was perfect ---
all perfect, nothing but perfect.

Oh I don't wanna be like this. Wasting my time reminiscing your touch and your kisses,
  your scent---
And you.

No, oh really no.
I can't just sit and stare
and imagine were together still,
That were happy,  perfect and in love.

But my oh my,
I couldn't help.
For this sit and staring game,
Is my only way to feel your love again.