Once I met a person who made me feel her my Soul Mate... It's something which sounds very different. Nature says that every person has its own soul mate who has born only for you. This person came suddenly in our life with no "Knock out" but very silently... It can be whoever. It is not compulsory that this person should be your life partner. It can be anyone and I mean it. This person can make you feel the top of the heaven... Everyone of us just for once get this heavenly opportunity to become someone's Soul Mate... And if we miss this chance then only the option left is "REGRET"...
Once I get this chance to find my Soul Mate... It's my story just a year ago... I just got her. At that time I was a bloody facebook sucker. I had a page and I needed admins very urgently. So I told my friends to find some admins. And 1 day I got a request of a girl. I can't use her real name so I'm using a fake name(Luv). Luv told me that she wanted to become an admin in my page. I agreed and told her every single details. She worked in my page hardly for 2 months. After that we became good friends. Once I went for a trip so I just left a group message for all my admins of my page. I was in Madhyapradesh(MP). Trust me Guys that was my most memorable trip in my whole life... 23rd December 2013, at about 11.15pm I opened my fb account and just checked casually. Suddenly I got Luv's message. It was like this "What the hell you are thinking yourself? Who the hell are you? Do you know someone is worried for you! But no you just go and enjoy! Don't care for anybody!" I was so scared... I asked her what happened dear? Why are you shouting like this? Did I make any mistake? She became more angry on me and just fired..... I thought just leave it and just ignore her but then I thought no... She is worried for me... For the first time in my 19 years life some one was worried about me... I felt very special feelings... I apologized to her for 100 times but she was still angry. I still don't know why was she angry on that day... I asked her many times but I got only her silent smile without any answer. So, from that very special day me & Luv became close friends. We shared every single short details to each other. Luv is most graceful & charming girl I've seen ever. She was honest and I said this very proudly that only Luv has changed me. She changed me from every single attitude, behaviour, bad habbits etc. Sometimes I thought she is my medicine and without her I'm just body without soul. I was addicted by alcohol before Luv came into my life. She gave me many chances to become strong. I told her once "You are just wasting your time as I can never change myself. I will never stop drinking." She just smiled and said "I will never force you because I trust you and I know you are a brave person who can fight." And really that happends after one month I just stoped drinking and now its about 1 and half year I not even stop drinking but also stop thinking about addiction. And all credit goes my Luv... She proved her trust. We just knew what we need about each other. Like when she need a break or when she want my advice or my smile or a heavy dose of scold... Everything... She knows when I'm upset and what should I need at that time... just like Soul mate... Even if I got pain in hand or anywhere in my body she knew this before I tell her. She called me and just said "Take medicine for the wound right now." I astonished and said "how do you know about that?" She answered "I just know..." and remained silent...
Most funniest thing is we never met each other. We just did chat and phone calls to each other. We were phono friends... And we both were the luckiest person for 1 year to get each other from facebook. We shared happy and sad moments with each other in phone. Cause I live in Kolkata and she lives in Gurgaon. We always wanted to meet each other but never get a chance. Last year 21st dec 2014 I again went to MP. And 26th dec 2014 she came to Bhopal with her newly married husband. And gave me my life's most biggest surprise. I was standing in front of my room and suddenly lift's door opened and I saw her for the first time... I was shocked... I couldn't speak and my eyes were full of teary... She said, "Hi Sweet Heart... Do you know me?" I didn't know what should I say.... I just gazed her for a while... She was recently got married and I thought she should go to her honeymoon but she came to Bhopal for me. We were extremely happy.... I can't even find the exact word to express my happiness.... Luv was just next to me... I escaped one thing before I thought this details doesn't needed... But I was wrong as without that details my story is incomplete... My birthday is on 2nd march 1995 and Luv's birthday is on 8th march 1995... Same year just 6 days gap... I never liked my birthday from my childhood but I always felt very special this 8th march in my life. And I secretly celebrate this day every year from my childhood. And I got the perfect reason just before one year that why I celebrate 8th march every year... And on 8th march 2014 Luv has confessed her deep feelings for me... We were just not best friends... We were in a very holy relationship... We were in Love.... I don't know what people are thinking right now about me... But I just listened to my heart on that time... I know heart never predicts wrong way... So I just followed my heart... I was in very bad condition and was thinking to end my life then I got my Luv who made me again a bird who can fly... May be I could nothing for her... But I still Love her and I'll always Love her... She is my Angel... We shared very romantic and special moments together... And I can say certainly that I can never be anyone else's... I'm only yours Luv... Only Yours....
Atlast that spiritual moment came to its end... We spend 4 days together with lots of happiness and sadness... On 30th dec 2014 we again separated our way... It was painful... It is painful... I can still feel her smell... I can still hear her voice... But God took back everything from me before I express my happiness... Luv's husband and family forced her to break this holy relationship... They forced me to leave her... I was begging in front of them. They bullied me. They told me that they will kill my parents and they can spoil me... They tortured on my Luv... They tortured on me... The beat Luv... They forced me to leave my house... I was full in bankrupt but still I had a faith that Luv will trust me and never leave me... But I was so stupid... 31st dec 2014, I talked to my Luv for the last time. She told me "I'm coming to you... Wait for me please..." I assured her "I'm waiting for you..." After 30mins I got again her call but this time it was her brother who talked to me in a very ruff language... And gave my number to Police. And after that police threaded me. I was crying whole night cause I was feeling lots of pain in my whole body and I knew any how Luv's family is torturing her that's why I was feeling that pain... Next day 1st Jan 2015 my new year started like this.... At 8.30am my phone was ringing... I picked it up... "Hello, who's this? I'm from Police station. Yes Sir... What's your name? I'm Jaan(Changed name). Where do you live? Calcutta. What do you want from our daughter? I don't want anything. No, tell me what's wrong with you? Nothing Sir, your daughter and I were good friends and we love each other. Shut up you bloody beep beep... Sir kindly speak gently. Don't forget that you are talking to a girl. Don't try to learn me law girl I know that much better than you. I agree Sir. Stop! Now listen to me very carefully... If you want your parents alive and you safe then stay away from our daughter and don't ever try to call her. You just have no idea that what can I do... I said please don't torture her. I promise to you I will never call or message her again..." He assured me and cut the phone... I was sitting on my train sit as i was coming back from MP then... Everyone wishing each other "Happy New Year"... I just had a sleepy tired and melted eyes with a deep feeling of my lost... I lost my Luv forever... After that day each an every second I checked my phone, Fb account, Whats app... She was no where... I just want her to be happy with me or else without me... On 3rd Jan 2015, I couldn't control my hand and messaged her husband... I messaged him "please tell me how is she now...? I promise you I will never disturb her again. I beg of you..." He didn't replied... Next day 4th Jan 2015, at 9.15am I got a call from her mother's number... It was her voice... "Hello, how could you do this to me? What have I done to you Luv? How could you demand 5 lack rupee from my father? I swear Luv I didn't ask anything from your family. Stop lying Jaan... I'm not lying Luv... You had messaged my husband last night. YEs I had. Jaan you cheated on me but I will always love you..." Her voice was trembling... May be she hadn't taking her food... I wanted to tell her it was a trap... Her family was trapping me. But before that the last phone call was disconnected....! My last hope was disconnected.... I swear Luv I never asked anything from your family... Believe me... She said she will always love me... But how can it be possible... She left me... She trusted her family not me... And without trust there is no love build in this world... She left the most important trust route alone... And the most saddest part is it was 4th Jan 2015... The date... 4th Jan 2014 we had first time talked to each other in phone... We had planned before this disaster we would celebrate this date... But On the same date she left me alone forever... I lost my Soul Mate forever... I will always wait for her... I know one day she will surely find the truth that I never demand any amount... Because truth never hides... I will always love you Luv... You are my best friend... You are my Soul Mate... You are my God... I will always waiting for you my Soul Mate...
I'm not good in english... So if I made in spelling mistakes kindly forgive me... It was full of feelings of my heart... This is just not a story... This is my life story...