I woke up early, I thought this day will be a tolerable one.
I tried to be okay, I really did but there is something heavy inside my heart.
I tried to shake it off but everytime I'm alone with my thoughts I'm feeling it.
It's a familar feeling but I can't seem to put it into words until someone told me to look at the moon. It's so random but I looked up anyway.
I didn't saw the moon but instead I saw the stars then It hit me.
It's your 3rd death anniversarry tomorrow.
I can't help but close my eyes and reminisce the day I last saw your face.
It still hurts knowing that you're gone.
I just want to talk to you again.
I just want to see your smiling face again.
I just want to hear your voice again.
But I know I can't.
I've been a strong girl this past few months and I know you're proud.
There are days that it's difficult but I'm trying my best.
I'm still smiling.
I'm still sharing my light to someone that needs it.
I just wish you're here to be my light.